Saturday, February 7, 2009,
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy,
when skies are gray you'll never know dear, how much I love you,
please don't take my sunshine away.
This is my very first blog, yay me !
I decided to start today, as I am waiting for my buttercup to get time out of her busy schedule, to fix my page for me. She's a sweetheart for even accepting to do so, so illest baby - thank you ! I'm sitting here at, 6:42pm in major pain trying to think nothing but happy thoughts so I can tune out the major pain coming from my mouth I got my braces two days ago, and the temptation to pull out the blasted thing has been a daily thought. But then thinking about the end result, and it's the only thing that's keeping me from doing so. Like i told my cousin, the only thing beyonce will have on me when I take them off, is an ass, boo-yah ! Maybe that was a slight boost, but hell can't blame a girl for dreaming lol
But on to better things, I am so not looking forward to going back to school,
but at the same time it is mandatory, so I might as well just suck it up
and do what I gotta do meh* I think just about every girl I know that attends
my school has some sort of dislike for the numb skulls that attend,
especially those one word, one goal, not to attractive dudes that constantly
make it part of there daily routine to holler at the first
good looking girl they see enter the school doors.
Like go to class ! it's bad enough were all at the school were at
but then you don't come for the things you need to,
you are bound to attend atleast five years after you should've graduated.
I plan to get out of there asap ! and that is no joke.
I'm about to write another poem, but I have no idea what i'm gonna write about,
maybe I should write about the illest girl i know, or on the headache of an ex,
or on my excitement for perfection - hmm who knows, so many thoughts.
But let me fill yall in, on a personal level - for those that didn't know I like her, and no one else, I can't even say at the moment - because it's been like this for awhile now. For some reason my attraction to these guys, are really dropping drastically and I don't know why, but to say I cared would be a lie, sorry fellas !
But the one that stays on my mind, the one in my dreams, the one who makes me smile is all her, I can finally say i'm over the one man that has had my heart for the past few years. Yes, it took awhile but i'm happy to say it is what it is, it took awhole lot of will power, but i've gotten over worse so it was time to let go, and let it be - like I had written in my most recent poem.
But I will continue this very soon, the pain is increasing and that means
my bed and a book is calling me so i will ttyl, bye loves !
Stay tuned.
6:15 PM