Tuesday, May 26, 2009,

"Speck - Hell - Nah!"

Now spectacular,
you know you were wrong as hell for this one.
Did he never hear what you do in your bedroom
should stay behind closed doors, that piece
of lingerie that was hiding in his bottom drawer
should have stayed hidden and unknown to the public
to say the least ! my gawd. Spec, you done f'd up man.

As sexy as I used to think this guy was..
oh mind you I got excited during certain scenes,
I will not deny ! lol I was questioning the package size
with all their sex-related songs, Sue my gutter mind !
but not that it's been revealed to me in the most
akward way possible, I am turned off to say the least.

Wait, pause @ 1:20 ladies did you see that tongue movement?
& also @ 2:02 - 2:08 goddamn, fantasizing much? lol
!
Those few seconds of the video almost make this whole
thing forgivable lol but damnnn, he just jacked up his
'sex icon' image, cause I know a whole lot of his fan base,
is questioning him now.

Like I said..
"Sexy.. Next !"


11:28 PM

Thursday, May 21, 2009,

What happened to the days when your parents could just turn and look at you and you would know damn well to just stop everything you are doing? Before your mother or father went upside your backside with no mercy ! Now-a-days you will see kids that are around the age of four cussing their parents, hitting back, and these nine year olds walking the street alone. What happened to having some damn brought-upsy? I remember growing up and the school tried to teach all of us to call the police, if our parents were to touch us. Just like madea said "call the popo hoe" there is still time in-between before they get there for your parents to tear that ass up. I tried to give my mother that, "I will call nine-one-one if you hit me" just as fast as I said that line she threw the phone told me to dial and went for the belt. Thats when you "run for cover motherf@!*er"

All I know is, when I have my kids, I triple dog dare them, to try to act out all foolish in public or at home, my child will be brought up right, or I will die trying to raise them right. I don't wanna have to hit my kids, so from they are young the "look" will be all they need or lord help their sore battys ! Discipline is really important, please teach your children some respect, manners, and everything else that they need to know ! Stop letting them run a muck ! don't let them run you, run them dammit ! lol like Africano boi said ....

"Go Hercules & Zena up on they asses ! Set a look on they asses, Something that says 'your ass is mine, when we get home !"
LOL.




9:21 PM

Tuesday, May 19, 2009,

He says i'm his everything, i'm all he ever wanted.
To let him know it's his, i'mma put his name up on it.
Our chemistry man it's sicker than e.coli
so intense our sweat turns to mist

when our souls collide.

My body needs everything, and that's you
you go so deep, if I got cut man
I swear I would blaze you.
You turn me into a fein boo,
you make my body tingle,
my girls say dont fall in love
and I swear I didn't mean too.

-
Kanary Diamonds

To say the least, this weekend was extra-ordinary !
Alot of fun mixed with alot of love.
To go into that detailed would take to long,
but everyone that was here will remember it
and if they happen to forget some have marks
as a reminder lol ! [inside joke]

All I know is, this is official.
I'm gonna make this last,
i'm happy where i'm at,
and nothings gonna interfere.
I learned alot thanks to past relationships,
and as they say "you live & learn"
so i'm gonna review all the mistakes I made,
tally up my losses,
and hold on to the win,
and make sure time doesn't repeat itself.

Simply because ...
"Baby your my everything,
your all I ever wanted..
"
Haha.


2:52 PM

Tuesday, May 12, 2009,




"I'm Like A Surgeon"


Head back, eyes closed
Deep breath, let it go
bare with me, i'll take good care
i'm an expection other girls, just can't compare
i'm highly recommended
don't need a second opinion
you'll be all better baby once i'm finished
so be a good patient, and be patient
stay under my observation
and holla back in the morning.

I know you never had a girl quite like me
I take a hot boy and give him cold feet.

When it comes to love i'm like a surgeon
i'm a true techtician,
i'ma make your body better
when we get in the right position
i'm like a surgeon, i'ma make yo body jump
everytime your body pumps.
I'm like a surgeon until
your reflexs leave your knees
my loves like anesthesia,
i'll rock you fast to sleep
i'm like a surgon, i'm fully qualified
lay your head back on that
pillow and relax your mind.

Now that you learned
you'll be so glad you returned
open up your mouth,
let me check you out
my ears will be your stethoscope
i'll fill your vidal signs
make sure your heart beats like mine.
I appreciate your recovery time
but you need a physical one more time,
head to feet baby your so fne,
your my best patient and
you never have to wait in line.


9:44 PM

Tuesday, May 5, 2009,

Laughing.Out.Loud
"You got knocked the f$!* out !"


I know a few people that could ...
catch one of these right about now.


12:39 AM

Monday, May 4, 2009,



"Trust"


I know you scared baby,
but you gotta give me everything.
Let me be the one who can take you
from all the things you see
and if you trust in me I can be that
through anything you need
And give it all to me baby
dont you run from me baby
i'll give you every little piece of me
no i wont leave out a thing cause i know...

I know u've seen alot of things in your life
got you feeling like this cant be right
but I wont hurt you im down for you baby
I know u've seen alot of things in your life
got you feeling like this cant be right
but I wont hurt you im down for you baby

Let me show you love can be easy
if you just let it be
Nothing is promised but I believe if
If I give it everything
I 'll give you everything i've got
i'll wont stop until you get it right
all the trust, & all the love you know we got alot baby

I trust you, I love you, I want you, I need you
baby I breath you, never leave you,
life wouldn't be the same without you


Definition of trust :

  1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.

  2. confident expectation of something; hope.

  3. confidence in the certainty of future payment for property or goods received; credit: to sell merchandise on trust.

  4. a person on whom or thing on which one relies: God is my trust.

  5. the condition of one to whom something has been entrusted.

  6. the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed: a position of trust.

  7. charge, custody, or care: to leave valuables in someone's trust.

  8. something committed or entrusted to one's care for use or safekeeping, as an office, duty, or the like; responsibility; charge.

... Can you really trust anyone now-a-days?




Dedicated To You

You know who you are, and no matter what happens
you should know what you mean to me,
from day one we knew by the chemistry,
it was meant to be.

So please, stop doubting me,
and let's just let it be, every relationship has its
trials & tribulations but let's drop the allegations
and just love one another, now that we got one another,
we should cherish eachother, trust eachother.

You are the new addition to my life,
the brand new part of me, the new entry,
and I hope you believe me when I say,
i'm ready to give you all of me, if you would let me.
But you got to be willing to give me all of you,
so we can be in tune & love genuinely.

--love, your lady.


11:12 PM

Sunday, May 3, 2009,

"Beautiful Flower"

This is a song for every girl who's
Ever been through something she thought
she couldn't make it through
I sing these words because
I was that girl too
Wanting something better than this
But who do I turn to

Now we're moving from the darkness into the light
This is the defining moment of our lives

'Cause you're beautiful like a flower
More valuable than a diamond
You are powerful like a fire
You can heal the world with your mind

There is nothing in the world that you cannot do
When you believe in you, who are beautiful
Yeah, you, who are brilliant
Yeah, you, who are powerful
Yeah, you, who are resilient

This is a song for every girl who
Feels like she is not special
'Cause she don't look like a supermodel Coke bottle
The next time the radio tells you to shake your moneymaker
Shake your head and tell them, tell them you're a leader

Now we're moving from the darkness into the light
This is the defining moment of our lives

'Cause you're beautiful like a flower
More valuable than a diamond
You are powerful like a fire
You can heal the world with your mind

There is nothing in the world that you cannot do
When you believe in you, who are beautiful
Yeah, you, who are brilliant
Yeah, you, who are powerful
Yeah, you, who are resilient

Teary-Eyed..
Give me a moment*
Brb.


10:06 PM




"You done did good, but you can do better
I done been wet, but I can get wetter
Come and make it rain down on me"


Ask me why I absolutely love this song and I really couldn't tell you lol. Maybe because I can relate, who knows ... All I know is this is my shit right now ! I could play this on repeat. Not to mention that this is my ringtone as well lol I don't care who looks at me funny on the bus when my phone rings, the freak is out in public now ! haha. Just kidding, but nevertheless, There are so many hot 'xxx' songs out right now, and I couldn't be happier ! Guess you can call it f$!* season. Since young steff started slow jukin and twista made it wetter then lil wayne, drake and more confessed, that they wanna f$!* every girl in the world. Wouldn't you wanna freak too?! lol Maybe it's just me. Throw the panties off let your inhibitions go, and call your partner, set aside a day and freak like theres no tommorow lmfao. Alright guys, i'm done, it's clear I had a few drinks and quite frankly, i'm rambling.


So .. adios amigos & dejada haga el amor !!



"Plug it in, but don't forget the safety socket yall!"


1:55 PM


As you can see, if you have previously been to my blog. I decided to switch it up alittle, add abit of a "va-voom" to it lol, it was just getting tired seeing the same old thing daily. I will most likely end up going back to my original layout, but for now, tell me if your feeling the change? I have alot to update you all on but, I will be keeping this blog short because of the time, and lack of sleep and the fact I have to do hair, majority of the day tommorow. Yay, for my pockets ! and boo for my fingers ! There's just one thing I have to run across you all first, this song made me think and I will let it lead me into my next blog so check this out & really take the first verse in.

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We had a beautiful relationship at one point
But then, that shit changed with the quickness
Maybe cause I was fuckin' other bitches
Or maybe we had no business havin' busniess
Not the girl that I would want to raise kids with
But still that shit happened regardless
I was so young, back then so heartless
And the shit I was thinkin' could of caught me some charges
Listen, I tried to talk to her normally
That shit didn't work for one second, she was on to me
I tried to explain, how I ain't have a dollar to my name
Pursuin' this rap shit, chasin' fame
Young dude stressed in the hood like Je-sus
I ain't ready for no child but she was
When you, piss poor get to havin' sick thoughts
While the chick probably sittin' there thinkin' bout marriage
I'm thinkin' abortion like a savage
On purpose accident to have a miscarriage
Her a mother of mine I couldn't end up seein'
Plus what type of mother would you end up bein'
You already a physco, I wouldn't let that pass
I ain't think lifetime bond, I thought fat ass
All them times you were pregnant and miserable
All them fights we had that got physical
Everytime I sent you packin', pissed at you
Like I ain't want to live wit you, yeah I kind of planned that
Ain't considerate, sounds just like me
Then you put someone out that looks just like me
I grabbed my little dude up, looked 'em in his eyes
And you can't understand right now I apologize
How could I not want you here, be that selfish
Fuck was on my mind at the time,

my bad I Couldn't Help It ..
-Joe Budden.

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How can you want to hurt a life you helped create? How could you let fear make you think of taking the life of your unborn child? How could you pressure the one holding
your life, and their life combined? How after going through pain yourself can you inflict pain on another, with such innocence? I guess his answer.. I guess her answer.
Would be as Joe's answer..
"They Couldn't Help It"



1:52 AM