Saturday, March 28, 2009,

"Fresh-T's"


Each shirt is "sound activated" and engages in a series of sequences when sound is in close proximity. The louder the noise the more intense the sequence! You can even adjust the sensitivity!

We offer an entire new catalog of the revolutionary t-shirt code named: "Fresh-T", Feel free to ask to see the designs or what other designs we have and I'll be glad to share it with you.

These shirts are being sold for : $ 35.00
& It includes your first pack of batteries.

Also for this time only,
March Madness: $5 off All "Fresh-T's"!
for a limited time only!

For more details, and other designs.
Check out the website :
www.thedropshop.net

If your interested in purchasing and your anywhere in the GTA, durham, or west end (scarborough,toronto,pickering, ajax, etc.) You can email me at :
simone@TheDropShop.net

Note : There are also contacts for those of you that live in the states, go to the site and click contact us or message me so I can direct you to them.


9:05 PM

Thursday, March 26, 2009,



"My minds so clouded, I'm drowning in thoughts,
I hate dealing with matters of the heart"
-Sja











10:26 PM


"How does it feel"
- Keri Hilson



I'm startin' to think I need space
now everytime I go out you all in my face
Soon as I hit the door, why you gotta be actin' so insecure?
Where I been? Who I was with?
Boy you stressin' me out with this

Our relationship was supposed to revolve around trust, right?
But let's take it back a few months, like
What about the other chick that you was kickin' it with
man, I'm gettin' sick of it
damn it, it's a shame, a sin
you about to get a dose of your medicine
you couldn't even handle me
if the show was on the other thing now

So what you gonna do when I don't give you that last chance?
and how you gonna act when you see me in the back with a new man?
and what's it gonna be when you could see me and him holdin' hands?
I bet you'd give a damn then

You could keep on feelin' yourself, Imma be with somebody else
gotta keep it real with yourself, before you end up by yourself.

Now you threatin' to leave me so,
but ordinarily I would be bitin my tongue,
but you couldn't picture me gone thought I be sittin at home,
while you was doing me wrong
you know it's messin with my head,
thoughts of her up in my bed
and if I did what you did to me? How would it be?
If the shoe was on the other foot now?

I could wild out, take the knuckle route, but I got class
So what you gonna do when I pimp out I've got a new romance
Then what you have, turns in to what you had
I bet you'd give a damn then

You could keep on feelin' yourself,
Imma be with somebody else
gotta keep it real with yourself,
before you end up by yourself (x2)

Baby, do you know what I gone through?
Sittin' up waiting for you?
If that was you, you'd be gone,
baby you're slippin' on me


10:19 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009,

Happy Birthday !!
This goes out to:
Posh . Diz . Springz . Black Ryno


On their special day, I wish you all nothing
but the best. I hope your day is blessed, and
that you all enjoy it fully. Make the best of today
because it was made especially for you.
Sending lots of love your way.

5:52 PM


Heartbroken♥
"Now we had something so true.
I realised I meant nothing to you.
I guess you thought, I was your fool.
Got a confession to make...
Now I realise the truth,
I don't want anything to do with you,
It's just the way I was attracted to you.
Got a confession to make.."



Them & I do not match for numerous reasons.
Some one on one with simone.

Why have I been single for so long?
It's all because of me, yes it is by choice.
Kind of tired, of being asked so all answers will be done here.


Am I talking to anyone?
No, you shouldn't believe everything you hear.

Why not?
That is a long list of answers so, I will seperate it all out.
I am liked by alot of people, & I don't know for the life of me why.
It's kinda stiffling, i'm not a person who likes attention and I feel kinda trapped.

Do I want a companion now?
Like any other person searching for love would, yes.
But, at the same time no I don't.

Why?
Because in the end, I don't wanna hurt anyone
by choosing one person, the others are hurt,
by choosing none, they all are hurt.
It's a lose - lose situation, and I wouldn't be happy
knowing I hurt someone.

Extra:
I guess you could say, I finally grew up realized the hurt
I was causing and now I don't want part in it.
I use to be a bitch ! Unaffected, and unconcerned
of others feelings. Living for me, but never being genuinly happy,
I was in and out of relationships seeking something I couldn't find
because my heart wasn't open. Now it is and it's harder then ever,
because I care, in time when it's meant to be, i'll find the one meant
for me
and all, will be as it should be.


5:33 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009,




I'm just gonna give you a brief run down,
I find this to be very insightful.
It was mentioned by a friend, and I had to check it out,
I love to hear others opinions, medical, or physciatric.
On just about anything, this is called "The 48 Laws of Power" by: Robert Greene,
Check it out (I may not post all, just ones I really found interesting) :


Law 2
Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies.
-Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies.

Law 4
Always Say Less than Necessary.

-When you are trying to impress people with words, the more you say, the more common you appear, and the less in control. Powerful people impress and intimidate by saying less. The more you say, the more likely you are to say something foolish

Law 9
Win through your Actions, Never through Argument.

-The resentment and ill will you stir up is stronger and lasts longer than any momentary change of opinion. It is much more powerful to get others to agree with you through your actions, without saying a word. Demonstrate, do not explicate.

Law 10
Infection: Avoid the Unhappy.

-You may feel you are helping the drowning man but you are only precipitating your own disaster. The unfortunate sometimes draw misfortune on themselves; they will also draw it on you. Associate with the happy and fortunate instead.

Law 18
Do Not Build Fortresses to Protect Yourself – Isolation is Dangerous.

-The world is dangerous and enemies are everywhere – everyone has to protect themselves. A fortress seems the safest. But isolation exposes you to more dangers than it protects you from – it cuts you off from valuable information, it makes you conspicuous and an easy target.

Law 22
Use the Surrender Tactic: Transform Weakness into Power.
-When you are weaker, never fight for honor’s sake; choose surrender instead. Surrender gives you time to recover, time to torment and irritate your conqueror, time to wait for his power to wane. By turning the other check you infuriate and unsettle him.

Law 29
Plan All the Way to the End.

- Plan all the way to it, taking into account all the possible consequences, obstacles, and twists of fortune that might reverse your hard work and give the glory to others. By planning to the end you will not be overwhelmed by circumstances and you will know when to stop.

Law 34
Be Royal in your Own Fashion: Act like a Queen/King to be treated like one.

-The way you carry yourself will often determine how you are treated; In the long run, appearing vulgar or common will make people disrespect you. For a Queen/King respects himself and inspires the same sentiment in others.

Law 36
Disdain Things you cannot have: Ignoring them is the best Revenge.

-The more attention you pay an enemy, the stronger you make him; and a small mistake is often made worse and more visible when you try to fix it. It is sometimes best to leave things alone. If there is something you want but cannot have, show contempt for it.

Law 47
Do not go Past the Mark you Aimed for; In Victory, Learn when to Stop.

-In the heat of victory, arrogance and overconfidence can push you past the goal you had aimed for, and by going too far, you make more enemies than you defeat. Do not allow success to go to your head.

1:53 AM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009,




"I'm gon get at you,
imma kiss your face,

run my hands through your hair,
ease on down you waist,
imma show you what it do,
take you outta space.
- Southern Love"



-



Mr.Ordinary :

People say, I'm strange but that's okay
I stay the same I'm not caught up in what they say
I'm not caught up in how they play it
Let me explain, I'm just ordinary
This is my ordinary thing.
-

La La (Means love) :

I surrender all of my love to you
I remember when I wasn't the one for you
Glad you came back and started to see things for the truth
I was never just another.

I wanna hang out in places where we used to go
Call up other couples tell 'em we back on
Eat in restaurants where people know our name
Let's start where we left off
This time we're gone take off
And ooh I ain't mad at you

La La
Ooh let me love you baby let's
La La
I wanna sleep by you till the morning comes
La La
And say hello to the morning sun

I still can't believe that you're laying right here in my arms
So relieved that our goodbyes were just a false alarm
It's okay, it's alright cuz now you're back by my side
Pinch me tell me this ain't a dream

96 days and 5 hours went by
Now there's just a silhouette of you off in my mind
I know the things we said become fixable in time
Thank God that your heart's still a hostage of mine.









That song is simply fabolous.
If you do not know about Steph Jones
it's about time you check him out not
only is he a great singer, but his lyrics are so pure.
I strongly advise, no no I take that back,
I am telling you to check him out !
You will not regret it, Get a feel for something new.




8:24 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009,


"Can she take a knife to her chest?
Is she invincible to bullets? Is she?
Let me know, before I try it"



I had to share that video with yall, because alot of people
underestimate the craziness of spouses and no i'm not just talking girlfriends,
I mean boyfriends as well. This is a thing, known as "obsessive love"
a love the person thinks is so strong that they cannot let go,
or rather that they will not let go - no matter what the situation maybe.
Do not be shaking your head going "hey that's not me" because just about
everyone has their obsessive, over protective moments wether it be for a moment
in the relationship
, or throughout the entire thing. Jealousy is a natural thing
that comes along with relationships, and as in any relationship it could either
hurt or help the relationship, in most cases, it hurts more.


Their are four phases to obsessive love :

Phase one : Attraction phase
Becoming "hooked on the look" of another,
focusing on the person's physical characteristics
while ignoring personality differences.

Phase two : Anxious phase
Unfounded thoughts of infidelity on the part of a partner
and demanding accountability for normal daily activities.

Phase three : Obsessive phase
Neurotic, compulsive behaviors, including rapid telephone calls,
and constant visits to love interest's place of residence or workplace.

Phase four : Destructive phase
Overwhelming feelings of depression (feeling "empty" inside)
and feeling a sudden loss of self-esteem,
due to the collapse of the relationship.


Obsessive love can lead to dangerous consequences.
Extreme obsessive love can be the cause of stalking,
suicide, and murder
, amongest other things.
And this is something that people don't really take into account,
they never see the serious-ness or the possible consequences
of being in a relationship like this.


But this was just some food for thought, Stay tuned.


11:23 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009,

"Now shawty, Let me update you"

lol What up my peoples?
okay enough of that, I hope everyones alright
I keep coming off of my stuff, haven't been on my blog,
or anything else for that matter for a minute.
So I do got to apologize to, my fellow bloggers and youtubers.

So, i'm getting a piercing on wednesday.
Am I scared? nope, i'd say more like excited.
I'm getting my hip pierced.
Yes, I know - you've never seen it before.
Well guess what, it's a first for everything
so I will be posting it on here, when I get it.
I always have mad fun, when i'm with my homegirl alicia.
Friends from since early highschool, that's family right there.




"R : I didn't know if to tell her a lie, or the ugly truth
B : Beautys only skin deep
O : Yea, but ugly is to the bone !"
haha.

I'm watching bebe kids right now, it's pretty hilarious.
Bad ass kids, I would have beaten some sence into them
they are the definition of lucifiers babies or I prefer like B.scott
says "banches" lol. In my honest opinion, I tried to imagine
if I was to have one of these kids as my own, what the hell I would do.
And what would possibly prevent my ass from seriously hurting one of them.
I really can't come up with anything ! lol they would be getting the
"I brought you into this world, I can take your ass out"
speech repeatedly until words turned into action lol i'm playing.
But anyways...


I really have nothing to discuss.
I just felt to ramble lol so,
I will save you all the time
and just end here.
Later days !!

8:42 PM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009,


I'm not worth your love.
I'm not worth your time.
I'm not worth the pain.
I'm not worth the tears.
I'm not worth the disappointment.
I'm not worth any of it.

I let go before I can love you.
I let go before my hearts entirely yours.
I let go before hurt is possible for either.
I let go before I let you down like the rest.


I care for you enough, to save from worse destruction.
I care for you enough, to save you early.
I care for you enough, to make you hate me.


Because I am not worthy.
©sja™

10:54 PM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009,

She says she could "love me"
He says he could "love me"
They claim they could "love me"
But they can't "love me"
If I can't even..
"Love me"
-Sja



Another day to face, 24 hours of endless thoughts in its own way there tormenting me as they go through my head, thoughts of my life before, now & after. From great times to horrible disasters, breezing through the pages of the story of this girl once filled with non-stop laughter. It seems just as soon as it gets good in the beginning of the chapter something turns it all, its almost like for this poor girl the draft to the song of her life will never be mastered.

Finally, she makes that first step to begin her day, she figures after she prayed the day should be okay. Now shes standing infront of the mirror and is captivated by her reflection. She takes a deep breathe & slowly examines ever flaw seeing what more she can find wrong. Self esteem is unknown to her, she sees no beauty so she believes in no beholder, she will never know of beauty within. & This is how her day begins it leads to a day filled with nothing but thoughts of the dissapointment she is to herself & her mother.

She knows she can make it out of where she is, But does she bother? Instead, she ponders on what went wrong, could go wrong, will go wrong. With no hope of change, no hope of better days. They always say brighter days will come one day, But her days have turned into weeks Her weeks into months & Her months into years, Time she spent shedding endless tears .. Drowing her soul in her own constructed hell.

What she doesnt realize is that with all her misery, shes hindering herself from where shes supposed to be, shes a smart girl her mother hears it from her former educators all the time with her marks ranging from 80 and higher she tried to go back and everything was going good but then she let go, she let her knowledge go as she slipped into her depression once more. Another year gone, she could have been with her friends throwing her hat in the air with her grad gown on. Diploma in hand ready to take the next step in her life, Head on but no. Not her, instead she weeps stays home and puts her knowledge to no use. So to relieve all the pain she bleeds out - but when she cuts she feels no pain it's her escape from her rainy days.

But who would have known that this girl had so much built up inside, She doesn't let it show she just lets it eat out her insides while shes alive. Walking with her plastered on smile as if everythings fine, when under her epidermis nothing is right. Weirdest thing about it is,even when shes out & having fun now that she feels those rainy days are gone theres still that piece of her that longs for that song to be mastered and for her life to be replastered but now she knows her time is not to far gone and her brighter day will soon come.

This was a look into "her".
©sja™

8:09 PM


I know you heard my reputation
You dont think I would ever do right by you
You think that if you and I was in a relationship
I would never be true .

You think that anything I say is straight game
and to me your just another new name
But what im tryna tell you for everyone
there's someone that'll make them change
And I believe you could be the one ,that'll make me
but any time I try to show you, you shake me
I know I make it real hard for you to take me serious
but I am ...


-----------------------------


I'm sitting here mad as hell. And truth be told, I don't got reason to be upset but what else to do? I got alot of explaining to do and yet, it's some shit I can't even explain to myself.

6:27 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009,




"Be who you are
love who you are
forget the judgemental people
and be proud no matter what."

-Sja*


8:54 PM