Sunday, February 8, 2009,

I think it's about time that I, admit this to myself.
I got an addiction to youtube like dang ! lol
I watch it daily, mainly it's the martin lawrence show
by the time it's half way into the month,
I would have watched his entire series !
It's about time that I, start looking for a new job
I got a minor shopping addiction as well.
I see it, I want it, and get it - Real bad habit.

I'm curious, how do people replace feelings and people so quickly
I have a really close friend and there's always a new mate
every month I couldn't say, I love someone and then 30 days later
say I love someone new and be replacing close intimate photos
and putting them out there publicly. Well I guess I used to do that, but my feelings were never genuine, as horrible as it sounds ! it's the truth, game recognize game meh*

Love is a real complicated thing, it forever makes me wonder.
Is their a real thing, such as soulmates,
one person meant for you someone who is a match for you
and connects with you perfectly.

Hmm..
I'm gonna ponder that one and get back to yall.
Peace.

6:28 PM