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Saturday, March 28, 2009,
"Fresh-T's" Each shirt is "sound activated" and engages in a series of sequences when sound is in close proximity. The louder the noise the more intense the sequence! You can even adjust the sensitivity!
9:05 PM
"How does it feel"
10:19 PM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009,
Happy Birthday !! This goes out to: Posh . Diz . Springz . Black Ryno On their special day, I wish you all nothing but the best. I hope your day is blessed, and that you all enjoy it fully. Make the best of today because it was made especially for you. Sending lots of love your way.
5:52 PM
Heartbroken♥ Them & I do not match for numerous reasons.
5:33 PM
Saturday, March 14, 2009,
I'm just gonna give you a brief run down, I find this to be very insightful. It was mentioned by a friend, and I had to check it out, I love to hear others opinions, medical, or physciatric. On just about anything, this is called "The 48 Laws of Power" by: Robert Greene, Check it out (I may not post all, just ones I really found interesting) : Law 2 Never put too Much Trust in Friends, Learn how to use Enemies. -Be wary of friends-they will betray you more quickly, for they are easily aroused to envy. They also become spoiled and tyrannical. But hire a former enemy and he will be more loyal than a friend, because he has more to prove. In fact, you have more to fear from friends than from enemies. Law 4 Always Say Less than Necessary. -When you are trying to impress people with words, the more you say, the more common you appear, and the less in control. Powerful people impress and intimidate by saying less. The more you say, the more likely you are to say something foolish Law 9 Win through your Actions, Never through Argument. -The resentment and ill will you stir up is stronger and lasts longer than any momentary change of opinion. It is much more powerful to get others to agree with you through your actions, without saying a word. Demonstrate, do not explicate. Law 10 Infection: Avoid the Unhappy. -You may feel you are helping the drowning man but you are only precipitating your own disaster. The unfortunate sometimes draw misfortune on themselves; they will also draw it on you. Associate with the happy and fortunate instead. Law 18 Do Not Build Fortresses to Protect Yourself – Isolation is Dangerous. -The world is dangerous and enemies are everywhere – everyone has to protect themselves. A fortress seems the safest. But isolation exposes you to more dangers than it protects you from – it cuts you off from valuable information, it makes you conspicuous and an easy target. Law 22 Use the Surrender Tactic: Transform Weakness into Power. -When you are weaker, never fight for honor’s sake; choose surrender instead. Surrender gives you time to recover, time to torment and irritate your conqueror, time to wait for his power to wane. By turning the other check you infuriate and unsettle him. Law 29 Plan All the Way to the End. - Plan all the way to it, taking into account all the possible consequences, obstacles, and twists of fortune that might reverse your hard work and give the glory to others. By planning to the end you will not be overwhelmed by circumstances and you will know when to stop. Law 34 Be Royal in your Own Fashion: Act like a Queen/King to be treated like one. -The way you carry yourself will often determine how you are treated; In the long run, appearing vulgar or common will make people disrespect you. For a Queen/King respects himself and inspires the same sentiment in others. Law 36 Disdain Things you cannot have: Ignoring them is the best Revenge. -The more attention you pay an enemy, the stronger you make him; and a small mistake is often made worse and more visible when you try to fix it. It is sometimes best to leave things alone. If there is something you want but cannot have, show contempt for it. Law 47 Do not go Past the Mark you Aimed for; In Victory, Learn when to Stop. -In the heat of victory, arrogance and overconfidence can push you past the goal you had aimed for, and by going too far, you make more enemies than you defeat. Do not allow success to go to your head.
1:53 AM
Tuesday, March 10, 2009,
"I'm gon get at you, - Mr.Ordinary : People say, I'm strange but that's okay I stay the same I'm not caught up in what they say I'm not caught up in how they play it Let me explain, I'm just ordinary This is my ordinary thing. - La La (Means love) : I surrender all of my love to you I remember when I wasn't the one for you Glad you came back and started to see things for the truth I was never just another. I wanna hang out in places where we used to go Call up other couples tell 'em we back on Eat in restaurants where people know our name Let's start where we left off This time we're gone take off And ooh I ain't mad at you La La Ooh let me love you baby let's La La I wanna sleep by you till the morning comes La La And say hello to the morning sun I still can't believe that you're laying right here in my arms So relieved that our goodbyes were just a false alarm It's okay, it's alright cuz now you're back by my side Pinch me tell me this ain't a dream 96 days and 5 hours went by Now there's just a silhouette of you off in my mind I know the things we said become fixable in time Thank God that your heart's still a hostage of mine. That song is simply fabolous. If you do not know about Steph Jones it's about time you check him out not only is he a great singer, but his lyrics are so pure. I strongly advise, no no I take that back, I am telling you to check him out ! You will not regret it, Get a feel for something new. Check Him Out !! Myspace : http://www.myspace.com/stephjones2 Youtube : http://www.youtube.com/mocityalien
8:24 PM
Monday, March 9, 2009,
I had to share that video with yall, because alot of people Their are four phases to obsessive love :
11:23 PM
Sunday, March 8, 2009,
"Now shawty, Let me update you" lol What up my peoples? okay enough of that, I hope everyones alright I keep coming off of my stuff, haven't been on my blog, or anything else for that matter for a minute. So I do got to apologize to, my fellow bloggers and youtubers. So, i'm getting a piercing on wednesday. Am I scared? nope, i'd say more like excited. I'm getting my hip pierced. Yes, I know - you've never seen it before. Well guess what, it's a first for everything so I will be posting it on here, when I get it. I always have mad fun, when i'm with my homegirl alicia. Friends from since early highschool, that's family right there. "R : I didn't know if to tell her a lie, or the ugly truth B : Beautys only skin deep O : Yea, but ugly is to the bone !" haha. I'm watching bebe kids right now, it's pretty hilarious. Bad ass kids, I would have beaten some sence into them they are the definition of lucifiers babies or I prefer like B.scott says "banches" lol. In my honest opinion, I tried to imagine if I was to have one of these kids as my own, what the hell I would do. And what would possibly prevent my ass from seriously hurting one of them. I really can't come up with anything ! lol they would be getting the "I brought you into this world, I can take your ass out" speech repeatedly until words turned into action lol i'm playing. But anyways... I really have nothing to discuss. I just felt to ramble lol so, I will save you all the time and just end here. Later days !!
8:42 PM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009,
I'm not worth your love. I'm not worth your time. I'm not worth the pain. I'm not worth the tears. I'm not worth the disappointment. I'm not worth any of it. I let go before I can love you. I let go before my hearts entirely yours. I let go before hurt is possible for either. I let go before I let you down like the rest. I care for you enough, to save from worse destruction. I care for you enough, to save you early. I care for you enough, to make you hate me. Because I am not worthy. ©sja™
10:54 PM
Tuesday, March 3, 2009,
She says she could "love me" He says he could "love me" They claim they could "love me" But they can't "love me" If I can't even.. "Love me" -Sja Another day to face, 24 hours of endless thoughts in its own way there tormenting me as they go through my head, thoughts of my life before, now & after. From great times to horrible disasters, breezing through the pages of the story of this girl once filled with non-stop laughter. It seems just as soon as it gets good in the beginning of the chapter something turns it all, its almost like for this poor girl the draft to the song of her life will never be mastered. Finally, she makes that first step to begin her day, she figures after she prayed the day should be okay. Now shes standing infront of the mirror and is captivated by her reflection. She takes a deep breathe & slowly examines ever flaw seeing what more she can find wrong. Self esteem is unknown to her, she sees no beauty so she believes in no beholder, she will never know of beauty within. & This is how her day begins it leads to a day filled with nothing but thoughts of the dissapointment she is to herself & her mother. She knows she can make it out of where she is, But does she bother? Instead, she ponders on what went wrong, could go wrong, will go wrong. With no hope of change, no hope of better days. They always say brighter days will come one day, But her days have turned into weeks Her weeks into months & Her months into years, Time she spent shedding endless tears .. Drowing her soul in her own constructed hell. What she doesnt realize is that with all her misery, shes hindering herself from where shes supposed to be, shes a smart girl her mother hears it from her former educators all the time with her marks ranging from 80 and higher she tried to go back and everything was going good but then she let go, she let her knowledge go as she slipped into her depression once more. Another year gone, she could have been with her friends throwing her hat in the air with her grad gown on. Diploma in hand ready to take the next step in her life, Head on but no. Not her, instead she weeps stays home and puts her knowledge to no use. So to relieve all the pain she bleeds out - but when she cuts she feels no pain it's her escape from her rainy days. But who would have known that this girl had so much built up inside, She doesn't let it show she just lets it eat out her insides while shes alive. Walking with her plastered on smile as if everythings fine, when under her epidermis nothing is right. Weirdest thing about it is,even when shes out & having fun now that she feels those rainy days are gone theres still that piece of her that longs for that song to be mastered and for her life to be replastered but now she knows her time is not to far gone and her brighter day will soon come. This was a look into "her". ©sja™
8:09 PM
I know you heard my reputation You dont think I would ever do right by you You think that if you and I was in a relationship I would never be true . You think that anything I say is straight game and to me your just another new name But what im tryna tell you for everyone there's someone that'll make them change And I believe you could be the one ,that'll make me but any time I try to show you, you shake me I know I make it real hard for you to take me serious but I am ... ----------------------------- I'm sitting here mad as hell. And truth be told, I don't got reason to be upset but what else to do? I got alot of explaining to do and yet, it's some shit I can't even explain to myself.
6:27 PM
Sunday, March 1, 2009,
"Be who you are love who you are forget the judgemental people and be proud no matter what." -Sja*
8:54 PM
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