Heartbroken♥
"Now we had something so true.
I realised I meant nothing to you.
I guess you thought, I was your fool.
Got a confession to make...
Now I realise the truth,
I don't want anything to do with you,
It's just the way I was attracted to you.
Got a confession to make.."

Them & I do not match for numerous reasons.
Some one on one with simone.

Why have I been single for so long?
It's all because of me, yes it is by choice.
Kind of tired, of being asked so all answers will be done here.


Am I talking to anyone?
No, you shouldn't believe everything you hear.

Why not?
That is a long list of answers so, I will seperate it all out.
I am liked by alot of people, & I don't know for the life of me why.
It's kinda stiffling, i'm not a person who likes attention and I feel kinda trapped.

Do I want a companion now?
Like any other person searching for love would, yes.
But, at the same time no I don't.

Why?
Because in the end, I don't wanna hurt anyone
by choosing one person, the others are hurt,
by choosing none, they all are hurt.
It's a lose - lose situation, and I wouldn't be happy
knowing I hurt someone.

Extra:
I guess you could say, I finally grew up realized the hurt
I was causing and now I don't want part in it.
I use to be a bitch ! Unaffected, and unconcerned
of others feelings. Living for me, but never being genuinly happy,
I was in and out of relationships seeking something I couldn't find
because my heart wasn't open. Now it is and it's harder then ever,
because I care, in time when it's meant to be, i'll find the one meant
for me and all, will be as it should be.