Someone tell me why, people can't say what's on their mind now a days?
Why is it that something that should be said, during a conversation between two,
can never be shared, why people can't expresss their feelings to one another,
but can express it to others. Is it because their 'not real' or is it because they
are afraid of how what they had to say would be 'received' or are they unsure
of the possible consequence of the words they may share.

One reason, why I have no fear, when it comes to speaking my mind to anyone, whatever comes to mind, is something that will eventually be said or shared. Either the person takes it well or doesn't, what's better? Me blogging about it? for them to fall on, or confront them and solve it? Hmm.. really ponder it, because I know alot of people are gonna pick the first, but why? If I can't talk to them about any and everything, why are they even in my life? even more importantly, why do I even call them my friend? Let's be real, everyone has their circle of people you should be able to say or share anything with them, without having to think twice, no matter what you think their reaction maybe, you should be able to keep it one-hundred with the people around you always.

I learned the hard way what the meaning of a true friend is, one of my true friends were revealed to me two years ago, during an argument, our first of fifteen years of friendship and it's because I was unaware of my actions, unaware of how I was affecting myself and others, and she kept it real, she showed me everything about myself to my actions but she didn't know the reason for my actions and this was the first time I revealed the real me to somebody and I realized keeping it real with people really is an important thing.

I see it like this, not everyone is gonna agree with your actions, not everyone is gonna like you, not everyone you think is real, is real, not everyone who has a smile on their face infront of you has good intentions or thoughts towards you. The simple thing is, those that you call "friends" you should know everything about, those you call close you should be able to talk to, those you rely on should be able to keep it real with you. And if they can't they shouldn't be with you.

If I do something to hurt you, let me know.
If I do something to offend you, let me know.
If you don't like the choice I made, let me know.
If you don't like the path i've chosen, let me know.
If your opinion on me has changed, let me know.
If you don't think i'm being real with you, let me know,
Whatever the case may be, let me know.

If you still got reason why you feel you can't share something you want to say towards me, and I findout about it through another source that isn't you, I won't confront you, but don't be suprised when I turn my back your way, because a person I call a "friend" should be able to keep it real with me always. Fuck all the excuses, fuck the fact you thought this and that just be real there is no problem with that, but if you can't do that read the above statement because anything you thought we had, you have now erased.

"Bitch Please !"

Ps : Do not catch feelings, this was not directed to anyone in particular.